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  • Tom Goldstein

Embracing the Shadows: Your Journey to Self-Discovery and Wholeness

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this article I introduce the concept of human shadow through the fictional work of Ursula K. Le Guin. I explain why it is important to understand and recognise your own shadow, how not doing so can cause you problems in your work and life, and what you can do to befriend and integrate the shadow aspects of your own personality.


In the realm of self-discovery and personal growth, the journey towards understanding and integrating our darker aspects, often referred to as our "shadow," is a crucial step. One of the most striking literary illustrations of this process can be found in Ursula K. Le Guin's fantasy novel "A Wizard of Earthsea," where the protagonist Ged embarks on a journey mirroring our own struggle with our inner darkness.


Ged's Journey and the Shadow in "A Wizard of Earthsea"

In "A Wizard of Earthsea," Ged's struggle with his shadow serves as a compelling allegory for our inner psychological journey. When Ged's shadow first materializes, it is a terrifying entity he desperately tries to escape, symbolising our instinctive avoidance of our darker impulses and fears. However, the turning point arrives when Ged acknowledges his shadow as an integral part of himself. This acceptance mirrors the process of shadow integration in Jung's framework, representing a significant step towards self-understanding and personal growth. Ged's journey to wholeness, fraught with struggles yet ultimately enlightening, reflects our own voyage of self-discovery and acceptance.


In the story, Ged go through the following steps:

  • Discovery of the shadow, something that he hadn’t even considered possible before he caught his first glimpse of it. Until that moment, he had no concept of being truly afraid of anything.

  • From that first moment he lived in the awareness that the shadow may return, and that it was something to fear. For Ged at this time, he had no way to fight the shadow, it was too powerful for him, and he believed it could harm him or even kill him.

  • Over time he began to realise that this was his shadow, not just a general dark force. He sought protection from his shadow in places where others were able to look after him. While he was safe, he was also trapped in these places where he was protected.

  • Eventually he realised that life was too big to stay hidden from his shadow, and so set out into the world, even with the belief and fear that he would have to run from his shadow whenever it showed up.

  • He was attacked by his shadow and lost much of his power. He was only saved by others who hoped to use his fear of his shadow for their own advantage. They tried to trick him into giving them his power in return for control over his shadow.

  • The time came when Ged was fed up with running, and with the advice of his life long mentor, he decided to seek out his shadow himself. To turn from the hunted to the hunter.

  • When he finally caught up with his shadow he realised that he had power over it, but only when he was willing to face it and not be afraid of its power. His shadow evaded Ged and started to flee from him.

  • Finally, Ged managed to track his shadow, with the help of his friend. Eventually he met his shadow again, which had turned into an image of himself, to name his shadow and to integrate it as himself.

  • At the end of this quest, Ged had no need to fear anything in the world. Nothing could hurt him once he had fully accepted and acknowledged and incorporated his own shadow.


Although written as a children’s story, I love the message that comes from Ged’s adventure and relationship with his shadow. There are so many aspects of ourselves that we don’t like, don’t want to accept or even don’t even recognise. Unfortunately those aspects of our psyche, while hidden to (or by) us, are still there – they show up in all sorts of unconscious and unintended ways.


How Does the Shadow Show up in Real Life?

So far, we have explored a mythical story and concepts related to the shadow. The following vignettes illustrate how shadows can surface in various life contexts, often leading to projections, self-limiting beliefs, and unhelpful patterns of behaviour. Identifying and working with these shadow aspects can be key to improving self-understanding and interpersonal relationships.


Relationships: James often feels threatened by Emily's success. He finds himself criticising her accomplishments, creating tension in their relationship. Unbeknown to James, his reaction stems from his own repressed feelings of inadequacy and fears about his own achievements. Emily's success is unintentionally casting light on James's shadow, causing him to react defensively.


Workplace: At her job, Linda is known for her meticulous work and long hours. However, her pursuit of perfection and relentless work ethic often leave her feeling drained and burnt out. This behaviour originates from Linda's shadow, where a deep-seated fear of failure lurks, causing her to overcompensate through perfectionism.


Parenting: Mark always dreamed of being a professional musician, but he gave up his passion to pursue a more "practical" career. Now, as a father, he strongly encourages his son to practise piano every day, sometimes causing tension between them. Mark's suppressed dreams and aspirations form a part of his shadow, which he projects onto his son.


Personal Growth: Sophie has always been a caring individual, often putting others' needs before her own. However, this trait has started to take a toll on her personal growth journey, as she continually puts her own needs and goals aside. Sophie's fear of appearing "selfish," which she keeps hidden in her shadow, prevents her from prioritising herself.


Social Situations: Ryan often feels uncomfortable around his friend, Jake, who is always the life of the party. He labels Jake as "overbearing" and "attention-seeking," without realising that these reactions are projections of his own repressed desire for attention and fear of judgement, elements he keeps hidden in his shadow.


The History of Shadow Work

"Know thyself" is a philosophical maxim which was inscribed upon the Temple of Apollo in the ancient Greek precinct of Delphi around 4,000 years ago. Aristotle also said: “Knowing yourself is the beginning of all wisdom.”

Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung proposed the theory of the "shadow" as the parts of our personality that we refuse to acknowledge, often because they don't align with our ideal self-image, or the image we feel we should live up to. These repressed aspects of our psyche, neglected and pushed into our unconscious, can manifest as our deepest fears, insecurities, and unchecked patterns of behaviour.


According to Jung, "shadow work" - the process of exploring and integrating these hidden aspects of ourselves - is a pivotal part of our psychological development. Shadow work involves recognising our shadows, accepting them, and allowing them to come forward into our conscious mind This helps us to develop a healthier understanding of ourselves and to integrate our shadows to become more balanced individuals.


Modern Approaches to Shadow Work

Modern psychological practices have broadened Jung's initial concept of shadow work, incorporating methodologies from various therapeutic disciplines. Techniques such as mindfulness practices, Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT), journaling, meditation, therapy, coaching, solo nature quests, retreats, and dream analysis are commonly employed. These tools all aim to increase self-awareness and promote the understanding and acceptance of all parts of the self, including our darker or suppressed aspects. While the journey of shadow work can be challenging, these modern approaches provide diverse pathways towards illuminating and integrating our inner darkness.


The Importance of Shadow Work

The process of shadow work, both from a psychological viewpoint and as illustrated through Ged's journey, is vital for personal growth and transformation. Like Ged, we may initially fear and run from our shadows.


Yet, as we embark on the journey of shadow work, we learn that these suppressed parts of ourselves hold the key to a deeper understanding and acceptance of our entire self. This journey, while challenging, leads us to profound personal growth and transformation, bringing us one step closer to our authentic self.


Shadow work fosters self-awareness, making us more understanding of our behaviours and reactions. It also leads to increased empathy, as recognizing our own darkness allows us to accept the imperfections in others. Additionally, the process can reduce cognitive dissonance, resolve inner conflicts, and promote healthier relationships by encouraging honest self-expression. Ultimately, embracing our shadow is key to becoming a more authentic and balanced individual.

It's often in the darkness that we often find our most enlightening truths.

Why Should We Do Our Own Shadow Work?

Shadow work, the psychological practice of exploring and understanding the unconscious aspects of our personality, is fundamental to personal growth and self-improvement for several reasons:


  1. Self-Awareness and Acceptance: The process of shadow work involves delving deep into parts of ourselves that we might be completely unaware of. These can include repressed emotions, fears, desires, or patterns of behaviour that don't align with our conscious self-image. By bringing these aspects to light, we increase our self-understanding and can better accept ourselves as a whole. We learn to recognise that our "shadow" is an integral part of us and begin to accept it instead of suppressing it, which can lead to a more authentic and self-compassionate existence.

  2. Reduction of Projection: When we repress aspects of ourselves into our shadow, we often project these qualities onto others, which can negatively impact our relationships. We may react strongly to people who display traits that are part of our own shadow, causing unnecessary tension and conflict. By integrating our shadow, we become more conscious of these projections and can reduce them, improving our interactions and relationships with others.

  3. Freeing up Mental and Emotional Energy: Keeping parts of ourselves buried can take up a significant amount of mental and emotional energy. It's like trying to keep a ball underwater; it takes continuous effort and can be exhausting. Shadow work allows us to release this energy, resulting in decreased anxiety, stress, and other emotional burdens. We can then redirect this newfound energy towards more positive and productive endeavours.

  4. Removing Barriers to Personal Growth: Our shadow can often act as a barrier to our personal development, keeping us stuck in harmful patterns of behaviour or limiting beliefs. By recognising and addressing these shadow aspects, we can remove these obstacles, opening the path to personal growth and self-improvement.

  5. Dealing with Situations Better: As we become more aware of our shadow aspects and how they influence our behaviour, we can better navigate difficult situations. We can understand our triggers and reactions and manage them more effectively, reducing our knee-jerk emotional responses and allowing us to make more balanced and thoughtful decisions.

  6. Increased Resilience: Engaging in shadow work can also increase our resilience. By facing and integrating our shadow, we confront our fears and insecurities, fostering inner strength and courage. This process equips us with the resilience to handle future adversities and setbacks.


How Can You Work With Your Shadow?

Starting to work with our shadow can be a deeply personal and transformative process, and there are many accessible ways to embark on this journey. Here are some processes that could help:


  1. Mindfulness and Meditation: Paying close attention to your thoughts, feelings, and behaviours can help you identify aspects of your shadow. This can be done through practices such as mindfulness and meditation, which encourage you to observe your experiences without judgment. Mindfulness meditation, in particular, encourages a state of open awareness where you may become more cognisant of your unconscious patterns.

  2. Journaling: This is a powerful tool for self-reflection. Regularly writing about your feelings, thoughts, and reactions to situations can reveal patterns and aspects of your shadow self. Consider exploring prompts related to your fears, desires, and aspects of yourself that you’re uncomfortable with.

  3. Creativity: Creative expression can be a cathartic and revealing way to access the subconscious. You don't need to be a professional artist to use this technique. Drawing, painting, dancing, collage-making, or even sculpting can bring your shadow aspects to the forefront.

  4. Dream Analysis: As proposed by Jung, our dreams can serve as a window into our unconscious mind. By recording and analysing your dreams, you might find symbols or themes that relate to your shadow self. There are professionals who specialise in working with dreams and they can support you in your process!

  5. Professional Therapy and Coaching: Engaging with a therapist or a coach, particularly one versed in-depth psychology or Jungian analysis, can provide guidance and structure in your shadow work. They can help navigate the complexities of the unconscious mind and provide professional insights.

  6. Exploring Triggers: Identifying what upsets or frustrates you in others can offer insight into your shadow. As Jung said, “Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.” These reactions, or "triggers," can point to aspects of yourself that you're not fully acknowledging.

  7. Self-Compassion: Shadow work can bring up uncomfortable feelings and realizations. It's important to approach the process with self-compassion and patience. Remind yourself that it's okay to have flaws and that acknowledging them is a sign of growth, not weakness.

  8. Nature Quests: Processes such as the Vision Quest are powerful ways to be alone with yourself in an environment that is deeply nurturing while also scary to most of us. Spending 4 days and 4 nights isolated, exposed and without food brings our mind to all of the hidden depths of our psyche, and is a great way to access our shadow. Rather than an experience to fear, a well facilitated Vision Quest is the opportunity to leave behind what no longer serves us and step into a greater potential in our life.


Remember, shadow work is a personal and often complex process. It is beneficial to seek the support of an experienced guide to support you through it. Everyone's journey with their shadow self is unique, and what works for one person may not work for another. The important part is starting the process of exploration and acceptance.

Working With Me as Your Coach

Are you ready to journey further into your self-discovery process?


If you've connected with the insights in this article, you may be eager to delve deeper into your shadow work. Understanding our shadows is a profound and personal journey. Sometimes, having guidance along the way can provide additional clarity and support.

Through my own deep personal and spiritual journey over the past 12 years I bring together experience, compassion and tools to facilitate the journey into those aspects of yourself that you may not be so keen on, or even aware of.


As a coach, my goal is to facilitate your journey towards self-discovery, helping you to unearth, understand, and integrate the shadow aspects of your personality. Together, we can work towards achieving a sense of balance, self-acceptance, and personal growth.


If you're interested in having some more support, I'm offering a free short workbook focused on reflection questions for Shadow Work at: https://www.coachingwithtom.com/shadowwork


If you're ready to take the next step, I invite you to schedule a one-on-one coaching session with me. We'll collaborate to design a path that aligns with your personal growth goals and supports your ongoing journey of self-understanding.

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